erratic slurs.

2010-03-05T23:57:00.003+11:00

I'M SO DEPRESSED. NOBODY LIKES ME. I'M GOING TO HAVE A CRY NOW. I HATE EVERYONE, EVERYONE. YES, THIS IS REALLY ME. WHO READS THIS ANYMORE. ANYWAY?!?!? HAPPY NOW, WILLIAM? I BLOGGED.

K,BYE.

pretty boy

2010-01-23T02:09:00.002+11:00

so, i watched ONE korean drama. I know right, I don't blame you if you just stopped reading my blog. But this is the handsome-st asian boy ever.

nyummmmmmmnomnomnom. btw, i saw Yeah Yeah Yeahs. It was amazing. I was right at the front. I saw Karen, Nick and Brian. They were all equally amazing. Best gig EVER. Will blog later.

CAMParadise

2010-01-16T22:10:00.002+11:00

Listening to: The Best I Ever Had - Drake

Six days and five nights. One of the best fucking six days and five nights of my life, minus maybe the first two days. I met amazing people, went through an amazing experience and lived in a lifestyle so different from one that I'm used to and I loved it.

Btw, HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!

I'm like 15 days too late D: and I used to blog everyday. I'll try to blog more and more though since I'm back from camp and the whole post hsc going out every day phase is slowly dying.

For those who don't know what CAMParadise is, its a Buddhist camp held at Nan Tien Temple. It was one of the best experiences in my life. I never expected this to have some a big impact on my life; the way I think and see things. The messages conveyed in lectures and whatnot are so simple and I've always heard the them but never really listened it. I'm not exactly buddhist but I do enjoy and believe in hte lifestyle, other parts I don't really agree with it. But thats the best part, I have a choice. I'm not saying that CAMParadise has fully changed my life and I'm a completely new person but it's slowly helping me to become a better person and I'm not resisting it or hating it. I love it. I've truly been Enlightened! Confidence, self awareness, growth and tranquility.

I loved Lennie's session. It was so deep and intense. I loved Dharma hunt. It was so well organised and constructed and simply fun :D I loved sneaking into other peoples rooms at night. I loved meditating. I loved the early mornings. I loved falling asleep in lectures and having those awkward but funny moments when you wake up to find people staring at you. I loved the activites and games.

Very special shout outs to: Felicia, Kim, Sam Siv, Jade, Louis, Kit, Jess, Peter, Josephine, Jordan, Vee, all the MMC girls, Leonard, and everyone else who made these six days and five nights awesome. It reached the level of EPIC.

Sorry for the cheese. I'll post photos and catch ups later. I went Glebe with Julie today. I love that girl, shes so funny. I bought sweet black pumps for $20. They're pretty.

bbyeee! will blog soon! :D

stuffstuffstuff

2009-12-27T00:55:00.002+11:00

Watching - My Wife and Kids

HEY GUISE! It seems like I've abandoned my blog but I've just been busy with everything thats been happening. Christmas, post-xmas sales, parties, parties and bike riding. Mmmm, good times. I wish I had my camera. My sisters still in Asia and I miss her and Anna is leaving soon for Perth. Everybody's leaving :(

On a lighter note.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

My christmas? Wasn't as eventful as others have been. It was kinda really lame. We usually do the whole Christmas thing, beach, feast but things have happened. Christmas spirit has kinda died in my family. I look forward to post christmas sales and new years eve more.

For the first time I went to city for boxing day sales rather than parra. Parra was closed. Sadface. I bought lots of stuff and plan on buying more. Wooooooooooooooooo!

This post is lame. :( I will properly post soon! I've just been so lazy.

whaddup

2009-12-20T20:13:00.004+11:00

listening to: sometimes - miami horror

what has been up brodda. Haven't blogged much lately actually, I haven't even been home much lately. Parrrrrties are awesome. I found out that I like Yagerbombs. I hope everyone's enjoying their holidays and taking advantage of all this free time before uni starts. If you're all wondering, yeah I made it into my course @ UTS. That is, Event Management but not into my first preference which is Event Management and International Studies. I'll transfer after the first year. Too bad my course doesn't offer bonus points. I'm quite excited for uni. I want a new start with new people. 2010! Here I come :D

Bye!

Cupcakes

2009-12-14T02:17:00.002+11:00

Sorry guise. I haven't blogged in a while! but I made cupcakes today for a picnic tmrw. I'm sleepy now but will properly blog later. My sisters in Asia (10 days Japan, 5 days Hong Kong, 10 days Vietnam, 10 days Cambodia) and yes I miss her a lot. She's in Hong Kong right now and she took the camera. Noooooooooooooooooooooooo. Sadface.

Vanilla cupcakes with chocolate mousse filling and vanilla buttercream. I love Crapapple recipes. I live off that recipe book so much that I know the recipe by heart :)

OH MY GOD. HP&TDH

2009-12-06T15:25:00.001+11:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AGDHBNIENKIGN! RNFKLDSF! HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS TRAILER/SNEAK PEAK!! CHECK ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

RONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (L)

New Deathly Hallows pics!

2009-12-06T15:13:00.004+11:00

I think I just peed my pants. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH :D Ron (L)

Where The Wild Things Are

2009-12-04T15:13:00.007+11:00

Listening to: Rumpus - Karen O and The Kids
Here's just a small review on my point of view.

here be spoilers...

I watched this yesterday. I'm starting to really not know what I think about it. I was majorly excited for this movie before its release. I liked it but then again I was very disappointed. When I think about it now there are parts I really loved.

Visually, the film is beautiful. It captures the true nature of being a child. Max Records who plays Max is pretty amazing. It always astounds me when a kid of that age is able to act. This film is truly unique in its portrayal and just out of that Hollywood 'norm.' Which is kinda why I like it. Its originality and certain quirk about it. I do love some characters namely Carol (before he got angry), Douglas, KW, Alexander and Iris. Basically all of them except for Judith. It doesn't take long for one to realize that the Wild Things are each split into Max's characteristics and aspects of his life. Its really deep in all its metaphorical meaning. I just really love how it captures the feelings of being a child. The imagination, loneliness, happiness and sadness. Its quite lovely. What is another great thing about the film is the soundtrack by Karen O and The Kids. Her voice is amazing. I love her.

Why I didn't like it? I was expected a major epiphany of some sort. Near the end of the film I was expecting a revelation that would blow me away and just make me think "Wow, I love this film." and make cry. But it never came. Although, I did love the ending. Where they all howl, made me want to join but I didn't want to be a douche bag. The film does seem like its aimed at adults rather than children. Which isn't a bad thing, there are some scenes that will capture children's attention though it's realistic view point of children emotional mood swings. Again, it was beautifully directed but disappointing at the same time. I might watch it again to see if I like it or not.

I don't want you to go, I'll eat you up, I love you so.

With Nate

2009-12-04T14:48:00.006+11:00

Watching: Little Miss Sunshine.

Aw, I love this movie and all its characters. I love the relationships, the dialogue and just the whole feel of the movie.

Nate came over today. LOOK I'M BLOGGING ABOUT YOUUU. We hung out, went to stockies, caught up, had oportos (or rather I had oportos), went back to my place and watched Zombieland then took lots of photos :) Only putting a few up cos I cbb and they're on Facebook. I'll miss ya Nat! When you come back we have to catch up! HAVE FUN ON YOUR TRIP!

h

2009-11-25T04:11:00.000+11:00

YYYs

2009-11-22T22:10:00.009+11:00

Who's seeing these sickkuntsssssss? (Yeah Yeah Yeahs)

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I AM BIATCH! :D

Get the I Love You, Man reference? I've had a Jason Segel/Paul Rudd movie marathon. Knocked Up, Forgetting Sarah Marshall and I Love You, Man. I think they're both adorable especially Jason Segel :)

Michael Cera marathon too! Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist (mediocre film with a great soundtrack) and Juno. If only I had My Paper Heart. This would be awesome.

I watched Zombieland too. Mmm. zombie movies. It wasn't that great of a film. More about the killings than anything. Very good humour but lacking in the whole characterisation of other characters besides the main character. Who is totally adorable, just his character "I had always, my whole life, wanted to brush a girl's hair over her ear." How can you not just aw at that. That's the kind of boy you want. Again, Good film but not that great. Emma Stone is gorgeous in this.

I do love these quotes from Nick and Norah.

"Look, other bands, they want to make it about sex or pain, but you know, The Beatles, they had it all figured out, okay? "I Want to Hold Your Hand." The first single. It's effing brilliant, right?... That's what everybody wants, Nicky. They don't want a twenty-four-hour hump sesh, they don't want to be married to you for a hundred years. They just want to hold your hand."

"The way your looking in your sleep, the way your looking when you leap. The strange Illusions that you keep. You don't know that I'm noticing."

I've pretty much been chilling with my friends and driving around at night, playing with trolleys, watching movies and just having some non-alcohol fueled cos' were awesome like that. Will post some photos soon.
Bye!

P.S PARAMORE SHOW @ 24TH FEB. HELL YES!

FORMAL

2009-11-20T14:27:00.012+11:00

Listening to: Such Great Heights - The Postal Service

Haaaaaaaaay! Sorry guise. I feel like I've been neglecting my blog a wee bit. I've just been so busy the past week with formal and shiz. Found my dress, bag and shoes in the last two days before formal. Sweet. So, it was an AMAZING night. I had soooooooooooo much fun. It was awesome to see everyone and just dance for 4hours. lol. We came late due to very unfortunate circumstances that pissed me off buttt we got there and it was fun. The teachers got all dolled up for us and it was nice to see those teachers who were there :D So just a rough outline because I can't be bothered. It was so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Drove to the Meriton hotel at 12pm on Monday 16th. With Jenny, Daniel, David and Steve in my car. Anna, Tony, Davey, Michael in Jennifers car. We got there around 1ish?
I almost got hit by a bus because of Jennifers driving. Grrrr, like what the fuck. GIVE WAY. It was lame.
Mmm, 3 bedroom apartment and the master bedroom for the girls. Mad ass bathroom. I loved the mirrors.
Formal starts at 630. We got there at 730. We get to the hotel at 1pm. How is it possible that we were an hour late. Yeah, Jennifer went to get her hair and make up done.
We kinda just hung around the hotel and took a billion showers. JUST BECAUSE WE COULD.
Hung out the gym and the guys showed off their muscular ability (or lack of)
Started to get ready and took a billion photos
To the formal
Was lovely. Sunset with the fairy lights and all. Mmm.
Boys looked handsome in their suits.
We missed the entrees.
Food was terrible! Terrible.
Danced.
I think I stacked it 3 times. God. LOL it wasn't even when I was dancing it was when I was walking across the dancefloor to see people.
Mefa had the prettiest dress. White and short with a nice bottom lined with tool (spelling) and oh it was lovely.
Everyone looked amazing!
Hmm. Dancing. So fun.
I miss it.
The only shit part was the end because someone stole a someone's wallet and phone and they stopped everything and made everyone leave on by one. Kthnx spoiler. BUT I don't really remember that part I just remmeber all that dancing and seeing everyone.
Hotel afterwards. Partyyyyyyyyy. Michael threw up all over the bathroom. It was still awesome. I loved that hotel room and never wanted to leave.

I love my girrrrrrrrrrrrls/bros.

Michelle

William

Tevita

TARA. Parteeeee animal

Mefa and her gorgeous dress!

Bye now! I WILL BLOG TMRW. I loved formal and it couldn't of been any better besides being there on time andddddd better food. But yknow. It was all just fab. HAHA FAB.

like me

2009-11-11T18:43:00.002+11:00

I'm REALLY going to properly blog later! Formal dress shopping is failing... like my life (LOL). Nice dress are either too expensive or non-existent others are just not nice :( I will find one soon!

I feel as though I really related to this song. I love the raw emotion in her voice. It's so simple and lovely. :)

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles

But now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it

Would someone care to classify,
A broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not
Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
And we should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

short

2009-11-09T23:19:00.002+11:00

Listening to: Y Control - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

So like, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs are coming! OH. MY. GOD. and its under 18s! @ the Horden (darn those few months til march) Anyone willing to accompany me? :D If not, then I'd probably go with my sister and her friends lul. EXCITEMENT! This would be so amazing. Just so amazing.

And I just want to post this again cos' I'm not feeling alright. Self explanatory. Hugs are nice. People should give more.

Bye! will properly blog later, when bothered.

ghosts

2009-11-06T23:43:00.001+11:00

Listening to: this

I love this. I quite like Hayley with blond hair and the blue streak.

I FINISHED MY EXAMS TODAY! WOOOOO. I'm done with High School and good riddance :D

nom

2009-11-04T12:09:00.007+11:00

Listening to: Keep Holding On - Glee Cast

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, I have one more exam on Friday. Then its all over! WOOOOOOOOOOO!

Nomnomnom. Ed Westwick always looks great a suit.

Milo Ventimiglia cleans up goood. He's so beautiful. :)

Oli Sykes looks great here. Nice hair :)

I don't think I'd watch any more Twilight Saga movies if it these two didn't look so darn good together.

halloween

2009-11-01T13:11:00.006+11:00

Listening to: Hazards Of Love 2 - The Decemberists

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
for yesterday.

For Halloween next year I want to go to a party with someone and have matching costumes from a Disney or Pixar movie. Just like Eve and Wall-E. I can be Woody and the other person can be Buzz Lightyear! or we could just dress up like Wall-E and Eve. OR I could dress up as Ron Weasley and someone can dress up as Harry Potter (ay, Felicia) OR Someone can be Peter Pan and I have be RUFIO! from Hook. Any takers? I like the Buzz and Woody idea though.

Went Louis' house with Chrissy and saw his little puppies! They are so adorable. I should take pictures. If I get a job, I get a puppy. I have an interview for City Beach and Subway this week. Hmm. Exams finish next week! Harry Potter movie marathon please.

Bye!

Oh, and I want to watch this. It looks hilarious. I love Zombie movies.

& more study.

2009-10-27T19:31:00.003+11:00

Listening to: Love Maker (Acoustic) - Saosin

I would like one of these for Halloween pls. Or just to wear around the house and escape to the land of the wild things and be ruler there, forever. Oh and to have long, pretty and nice coloured hair like that girl.

Yes pls, pls, pls, pls. I need a hug. One of those tight long ones that feel very special and comforting.

To you

2009-10-27T19:14:00.004+11:00

Yay, comment replies.To Kathy: permit me to read your blog! D: I am not permitted! sadface. LUL raties. we should catch up after exams :D jessica.wong9@gmail.com

To Jess: OMGGG I MISS YOU! We have to go out after we finish exams :D when is your last exam? You too! permit me to see your blog :( it won't let me. Have you found your formal dress? 16th too?! coinky dink. Mines at Le Montage @ Lilyfield. Wheres yours at?

To Felicia - A dog is so man's best friend. The internet betrays you, distracts you and is a bad influence. The internet has porn, people hack into your computer via the internet and distracts you from doing homework with such creations like blogs and facebook. The internet's parent the computer betrays you too cos the computer is best friends with the printer. And oh printers are bitches. Dogs are just going to be there for you. Therefore, internet, possibly being technology's best creation, is not man's best friend.

I don't know what song your talking about, it should say it on the player. Tell me about it later and I'll make you a mix cd and decorate it and colour code the playlist. Take that computer tabs! Oh and btw, LOL I saw all the emails and was like god, tell me your life story why don't you felicia. LOL @ GPS. I havne't laughed that hard in ages either. Full Richard Mercer shiz going down. Thanks for the comments hoe ;D

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

3/7

2009-10-25T23:02:00.002+11:00

I like this, a lotttttttttt.
I have four comments on my last post. LOL. RECORD! I like comments. Mathematics, hospitality, modern history and history extension to go. Then I'm done with High School FOREVER! That place brings out the worst in me. I'm done on the 6th of November so expect more blogging or less... maybe. Going to have to find a dress soon and SHOES! and accessories and makeup and hair and what not :( Formal on the 16th November. I hope it's going awwwwwwwwwesome.

I hope exams are going well for everyone and you're not breaking out from the stress. You don't want pimples for the formal D:

Bye! :D

exam lyf.

2009-10-19T22:26:00.003+11:00

Listening to: Nothing

Hey guise! So, just a quick post today. I have my first HSC exam tomorrow. I am so scared. I'm not at breaking point though. I have no idea why I'm not as scared as, I guess, I should be. I mean I need a really high mark for Business Studies tmrw and I don't think I know the content as well but I'm not freaking out. It's so unlike me. I don't know if it's a good thing or not. I so wish I started studying Business earlier. Just gotta get through these next 3 weeks. I'm constantly imagining really bad things going wrong on the day of my exams.

Alarm not turning on
Blanking out
Reading the time table wrong
Turning up on the wrong time
Hitting a cat or someone on my way out of the house
The car not working
Getting a massive headache when I wake up
Getting raped/kidnapped on that small walk from my car to school
Car running me over
All my pens running out
Batteries on my calculator running out
Someone stealing my pens and calculator before an exam and running off
Going insane during an exam
Being accused of cheating
Getting food poisoning and throwing up on the morning of an exam
I gotta say it. Getting diarrhea. Like in the Sex and the City movie where Charlotte sharts uncontrollably. Ew.
Dying

You know the usual, the list goes on. I'm way too paranoid :(

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE WHO HAS EXAMS!

films

2009-10-15T20:44:00.008+11:00

OH.MY.GOD. Yaaaaaaay.

Suri Cruise is so cute. Eating cupcakes and making faces at pedestrians.

Amelie’s Favorite Things:

Looking back at people’s faces in the dark of movie theaters
Noticing details no one else notices in movies
Dipping her hand in sacks of grain
Cracking creme brulee with a teaspoon
Skipping stones
Surprising strangers by returning their lost goods anonymously

Amelie’s Least Favorite Things:

When people don’t watch the road when driving in old movies
When people lie to her about the tragic results of her picture taking
When people make fun of others who can’t defend themselves

Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh..
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can’t believe I’m crying already. Sometimes I think people don’t understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don’t matter. So, I’m eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, “You can’t be ugly! Be pretty!” It’s weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: [kisses Clementine] You’re pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don’t ever leave me.
Joel: You’re pretty… you’re pretty… pretty…

I want this for me or my future baby or a real motor scooter that looks like this.

I LOVE YOU, BABY.

I love this bit.

hey

2009-10-13T21:33:00.006+11:00

Listening to: You Really Got A Hold On Me - She & Him

Hey guys. Sorry for not blogging properly for a while. I just haven't had the time what with exams fast approaching. Head down thumbs up. I haven't been stressing or anything. I do feel as though theres not enough time! but I'm more calm then I was for trials or half yearlys. I haven't been able to fall asleep as fast as I used to. It takes a good half hour which pisses me off. Maybe I'm subconciously stressing. I just need to do especially well in English and Ext History. I'll probably just post up random photos I like of people, places and the greater world. LOL thats part of my belonging question I'm working on right now. This is lame. I want to be 18 or 21, rich and finished with HSC exams.

Nomnomnomomom.

too much adorable in one photo.

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"Mitru's suicide and my father's madness had convinced me that sexual love was a passion whose force and nature was mysterious, and that anyone who came under its sway should be prepared to be destroyed by it. Its capacity to wreck lives, to humiliate otherwise strong and proud people and to drive them to suicide." - Raimond Gaita, RMF
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Bye,

ftsk

2009-10-12T00:00:00.002+11:00

Forever the Sickest Kids officially have the best band shirts. Ever.

yeah you did

2009-10-11T14:10:00.001+11:00

Yay, excitement!
More people should get Twitter.

aw

2009-10-08T01:07:00.004+11:00

Listening to: She's Got You High - Mumm-Ra

aw, old Paramore. Old members (Jason and Hunter), 15 year old Zac, and Hayley with natural hair.

LOL, I remember first watching this years ago thinking 'I love Hayley's hair but ohmygod those scars look so fake. LOLZ'

HAIL!

2009-10-06T21:11:00.005+11:00

Listening to: Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

It hailed today! AWWSCHUM.

New York I l0ve you but you're bringing me down. Yaaaay, excitement. I hope this is better than Paris Je' Taime.

Look I found an even nicer one :) Mmmm, Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

”I always wished I could be a Russian Doll. A red one. With a big pair of bright blue eyes and painted on eyelashes and pink rosy cheeks. Really rosy. And my mouth would be painted on red like a bow. I’d have a flower on my chest - a rose - and two small little hands by my side. And then I could be un wrapped, two, three, four times until I was small. Really small.”

Sid - You went away! Why did you go away? You know, I needed you, and you pissed off! My dad said… he said you’re special, but you’re not! You’re just slutting around like a spoilt kid! Cassie - Michelle, Sid, Michelle!
Sid - I don’t love Michelle! I never loved Michelle, I love you, but you…God, where were you? Dad fucking died. I needed you. I mean, Michelle?.. We had great sex for three days and guilty sex for the rest. So what? I don’t care! I did it. I hate you. Fine, fuck fifteen year olds. Whatever. I’m sick of saying sorry. I love you.

I miss this show. I'm going to have a Skins, Freaks and Geeks, HIMYM, Scrubs, Black Books, Movie, Harry Potter and 30 Rock Marathon. I'm going to loose my 20/20 vision after this.

Dear reader,
Thanks for sticking by with me and my daily ramblings. I appreciate it.

More study. Yay.
Bye!

No jobs, I'm still unemployed.

2009-10-04T18:19:00.004+11:00

Listening to: Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

I love this movie and Joseph Gordon-Levitt. I love his smile. Great soundtrack, great people, funny, and it makes me smile. It just makes sense. I looooooooooooooove Summer's dress at the wedding! I want my formal dress to be something like that. Zooey Deschanel so purdy.

Finally went to see it with my sister today. Got free tickets cos' she bought the soundtrack for the movie. AWWWSHUM.

Bye, I hope you guise are well.

I'm a Gleek.

2009-10-03T01:05:00.019+10:00

*note: this post is heaps long; graduation, beach, glee, paramore.

I love Glee. Lots.

Mr. Shuester you are so fine. You should marry Emma and be happy 4evaz. Finn and Rachel should get together too unless Finn wants to leave her for me then that's alright :D

Sorry, I couldn't get better quality videos. I am in love with this show.

Graduation was SMASHINGLY AWESOME. The beach and just a great day with lovely people. I loved it. It was a great way to finish off school. I know I'm going to miss it. The early days, as in going home early, seeing people everyday, having things planned out for me, not having to decide what to wear everyday (godd, I'm going to miss that so bad). I think I'm more going to miss the actual principle of school rather than the actual place. Just having that place where you know everyone, that familiarity and just the ease. Although, I'm so fucking pleased its finished. High School and school overall was a terrible experience. I know I'll look back and have some very fond memories but other than that. YAAAAAAY! UNI HERE I COME! :D

Embarrassing moment in graduation. I didn't know I was receiving a special award for hospitality and the ONE moment I wasn't paying attention to the assembly. 'JESSICA WONG.' Me looking like an idiot while my sister waves at me trying to get my attention for me to walk up and get my awards and it suddenly dawns on me that I got an award. LOL imagine stoned look too happy realisation as I look around and yell "OH ME" slowly tries to move through mass of people. It was REALLY long! But worth it. My sister and mother came which was lovely :D I was messaging my sister all throughout the assembly lulz. She wooed for me and made me feel special as other people wooed too :D

Yeah Yeah Yeahs coming in Jannuary @ the Opera House! I hope its not over 18s only cos' I will cry, a lot.

I have the new Arctic Monkeys and Paramore albums.

Been listening to Paramore's one all day and I'm really liking it. If you weren't a fan of Paramore before I don't think this album will change your mind. I was a little anxious to listen to it at first just cos' I didn't want to hear how much they've changed, mainly because I expected them to change for the worse, what with their popularity. But they haven't which is good and bad. They've grown quite a bit since All We Know Is Falling but other than that, since RIOT they're the same Paramore but slightly different. I kinda want them to grow and for critics out there to realise what a great genuine band Paramore is. What an oxymoron. I think I'm rambling on now. All I'm saying is I really like love this album. It makes me love them even more ;D

Photos from Graudation and Beach. There arez too many but most of them are on facebook anyway :) HSC around the corner!

*They aren't in order but you guise don't care. There are some pictures from the last day. Good stuff :)

Steph! You're in mai blog

Refern reppin'

This is an AWESOME photo. Made of win. See if you can spot me :D or you!

Twinnies! They're both so sweet

I'm going to miss these loud, obnoxious fobs. They're such softies. The one on the right gave me a chain of chocolates :D

CHAIN OF CHOCOLATES ON MEEE

See if you can spot me. (we have bleachers! *taylor swift reference)

I made cupcakes! Vanilla and Chocolate with a chocolate mousse filling :) NOMNOMNOM

mai history teach is gangstur.

LOL. Mr. Griffth is fine :D

Thanks to Megan and Renee for the sign :D

I'm getting all notsaglic now. I'll prbly post a nostaglic post about how I've changed and all that cheese.

BYE, I LOVE YOU!

it,

2009-09-27T22:29:00.004+10:00

It should be like this.

Life should be awesome now but it's freaking me out.

Bizarre.

2009-09-23T21:21:00.006+10:00

Listening to: Black Wax - Dananananarykroyd

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! How bizarre was the weather today? Red apocalypse like weather was so wack.

My comforting bed was too much to leave. I stayed in bed rather than take pictures of this eerie phenomenon. I should of tried out my Holga and fisheye. Would have taken some amazing shots. With the red and different lenses and shiz. Kudos to Daniel Boud for your photos.

My mother let me stay home today which was awesome. I went for extension history cos I'm a nerd like that and the dust had cleared by then. Last extension history lesson, EVER. I can't wait to leave school. Really. I know I'm going to miss it in a while. Prbly in those long strenuous hours spent studying and wishing at school and missing my teachers. Lulzor. Missing teachers. But I will miss that continuity and having change.

In other non related weather and school news. I saw a snippet of the Burberry Prorsum show @ London Fashion week. It is AMAZING. Those pastel colours, absolutely adorable skirts and lovely shoes. Mmmm. Emma Watson looked amazing looking too. Agyness Deyn dyed her hair black! She looks better with bleached hair. I'll get more photos later. I'm capped and it took forever to load these pictures :(

Emma Watson in that amazing gold dress.

Alex Chung and Agyness Deyn.

I really should change my music playlist. OMG talking about playlist check out the New Moon soundtrack. I dislike Twilight now and it embaresses me to look at my past posts and see the crazy fanatic I was but this soundtrack is amazing. Its so wack cos' its for the sequel to Twilight.

1. Death Cab For Cutie – Meet Me On The Equinox
2. Band Of Skulls – Friends
3. Thom Yorke- Hearing Damage
4. Lykke Li – Possibility
5. The Killers - A White Demon Love Song
6. Anya Marina – Satellite Heart
7. Muse - I Belong To You (New Moon Remix)
8. Bon Iver and St. Vincent – Rosyln
9. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Done All Wrong
10. Hurricane Bells – Monsters
11. Sea Wolf – The Violet Hour
12. Ok Go- Shooting The Moon
13. Grizzly Bear - Slow Life
14. Editors – No Sound But The Wind
15. Alexandre Desplat – New Moon (The Meadow)

This is soooo weird. Death Cab? Thom Yorke? LYKKE LI? GRIZZLY BEAR? Its so strange. Totally downloading this album though. I refuse to download Paramore's new album :( Maybe... I'll buy it later :D

Bye!

many hellos

2009-09-21T21:56:00.005+10:00

Listening: Two Doors Down - Mystery Jets

Hey guise! Sorry, I haven't blogged in ages. I still appreciate all the views and comments :D Please comment more. A big

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SERENA!

I decorated her room, made her lemon meringue tart, made her a birthday cake and gave her flowers. :) Her party was on Saturday it was awesome. Went COFA with Natalija or rather Nate.

A few photos. I'm capped so I can't upload much. Still need to blog about Felicias :)

@COFA. The area around COFA is beautiful :)

BEAST.

"Shit, the rags on fire" dance.

Props to Amanda. Fairy lights on the clothes line. Very pretty :)

Bye now! I love youse :D

Yay

2009-09-16T20:43:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Undisclosed Desires - MUSE

My favourite song on Muse's new album. Yay. The album is so epic.

I'm glad this is finally out too. Jack's such a cutie! This clip makes me laugh. LOL @ the fake brawl. Ouch, Rian. Jack looks so hardcore punching parents and shiz.

team taylor

2009-09-16T00:53:00.003+10:00

full of LOLs.

"Leaving little ol' Taylor Swift looking like someone just fucking kicked her puppy. Taylor Swift played it classy which is a smart move cos' whenever a black does wrong by a white woman, the fucking 1960s come out of white people they get pitchforks and torches... its not a race thing Kanye West is just a douche bag who just happens to be black."

I should blog, properly. I will later. Bye now!

webcam

2009-09-14T22:11:00.003+10:00

I hung out with Felicia today. It was lovely. Good time spent aside from all the procrastination. I hardly get to spend any time with you D:

hope, fear, adventure and wild things

2009-09-13T19:49:00.007+10:00

Listening to: Animals - Sparkadia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA LAY!
I LOVE YOU! :D

This trailer makes me feel like a kid again. Its amazing. To Arcade Fire's Wake Up. Arcade Fire is equally amazing :)

I finally watched Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. It is officially one of my favourite movies. Its filled with so many good quotes. I love it.

Joel: I don't see anything I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will, and I'll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.

Felicias party and UMACQ to blog about. I cbb now. Will tmrw :) Bye!

just.

2009-09-12T00:09:00.000+10:00

very erratic.

me

2009-09-10T23:32:00.001+10:00

just a little

2009-09-10T23:22:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Never Stops - Deer Hunter

I'm feeling a little hopeful today and it feels good. Then again I feel tied down and a little run down this week. I'm feeling a little bit of pressure. I feel like that song weightless by all time low. I know I always repeat it but I do. I want to experience so much but I feel like I can't. I know what course I want to do at uni but I feel like this is such a major decision and I don't want to waste any time. I want to know what I want and whats best for me. Its just so damn hard and I'm way too indecisive. I guess I'm just scared. Yeah, I'm very philosophical today.

I went to the Kuring-Gai campus. Its so far. That puts me off a fair bit. I like traveling back from the campus though. Seeing the city and Luna Park light up, very pretty. The guy at the lecture said that because Event Manangement is such a small course that you grow with the same people and its just like high school all over again. Like its a good thing. Its so not. I've wanted so long for school to finish and not experience something like this ever again but here we go. Hopefully, it will be better. Hopefully.

Cover

2009-09-06T14:51:00.002+10:00

I love this cover and you should too.

I still love the quote from William Tennessee.

A little hysteria.

2009-09-04T18:56:00.004+10:00

"I have found it easier to identify with the characters who verge upon hysteria, who were frightened of life, who were desperate to reach out to another person. But these seemingly fragile people are the strong people really."

-William Tennessee

Hi

2009-09-02T20:41:00.002+10:00

"I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone."

- Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer

Hi

2009-09-01T17:02:00.008+10:00

Listening to: Come Together - The Beatles

Heeeey, sorry guise. I haven't been blogging much lately. What with exams and yeah pretty much just exams. I liked the comments from the last post :D Kudos to Felicia, Mel, Steph and zabetheli. I like comments :D People should comment more or get twitter and we can be twitter bros/buddies whatever name floats your boat.

Goddamn, I spent 16.5 hours writing in exam rooms. Phwoar. Exams and assignments are finished and it feels great. I jsut feel like I should be practicing essays and studying ALL the time now.

I love Uni Open days. I walked in and they shoved a free bag at me and so it began @ UTS. UTS is horrendous looking. Big slab of concrete made into one big terrifying tower of education and techonology. LOL, yeah the last part was a little lame. I'm beginning to become quite fond of UTS. Not only because of the amazing free stuff. I got ice cream, fairy floss, highlighters, pens, weird looking pencils that look like they cannot be sharpened, vitamin water and Coke. All the free stuff is prbly because out of UNSW, USYD and UTS, its not one of the best, out of them. UWS were giving out usbs!

Anyway, back to UTS. I am really liking UTS cos' it made me realise what I want to do :) It's always been the plan to finish school, get a good looking HSC&ATAR mark then go to UNI. I mean there hasn't really been any option. For the past few months I've been thinking about not going at all. The only reason I thought about going was because my parents wanted me to and only because my parents wanted me to. There wasn't really an incentive or a real drive for me to go uni. I had these ideas of going to TAFE and becoming a pastry chef or going to uni and becoming a history teacher. But these options were just like. "I kinda want to do them." or "Its just something to fall back on." Also in the past few months I've been thinking of random very left field career options like going to TAFE for a photography course even though I love photography I don't know shit about it nor do I have an SLR camera and photography is a very expensive hobby :( Other left field ideas included joining the army, working at Qantas for its cheap flights, being a music producer.. Like wtf army right? Wtf. I have no experience in music. So not me.

I'm still considering about taking a gap year. Just to earn some money for the future and whatnot. Enjoy life a little. But the course I want to do is Bachelor Event & Leisure Management, double degree with International Studies. It's something that has me really excited for once. For after school life. It sounds cheesy and whatnot but up until now there hasn't really been a drive for me to study besides impress my parents and to have a little bit of pride in myself. But other than that there hasn't been any drive for MYSELF to study and get a good ATAR to get into uni. The course is apparently at Kuring-Gai campus still UTS but because its international studies I might still be able to study at the UTS at city? I'm not sure :S What if its like I have to go to study International at City and Business at Kuring-Gai? Lame! Thats near Chatswood. 3 hours there and back a day. Say I have 4 lessons a week. Thats 12 hours a week and 24 hours a fortnight. A whole freaking day on the train every 2 weeks. Worth itttt! The guy told me about how they have a girl who's working for HomeBake!

I'm rambling on now. My fall back is B Arts/B Education (Secondary) for history but I'm really into event management. I've been feeling like I'm in this stupid fucking rut for a while now and I just want to get out and live life and shit and its like I'm pulled down by all these obligations and theres nothing I can do about my future that its just some uncontrollable thing thats coming at me like a steam train! You know cowboy scenes. I felt so sick of everything and my teenage hormores were raging and wanting out. It was insane and so crazy. It was just such a scary feeling above all. But now it like this whole sense of relief and excitement for whats to come.

I needed one of these.

Now I'm more excited than ever to get out of school and is actually making me want to study. I can just bake cupcakes and take amateur photos with my lomo fisheye and holga :)

Ramble. Ramble. Ramble. I know. I saw lots of cute boys at UTS which was awesome. Disney taking over Marvel and its +1000 characters. So weird. I love USYD though. Its so purdy with its Hogwarts like structures and lovely green grass. I walked into USYD and heard the Hogwarts music in my head and felt as if everything was right in the world. HAH. Kidding. But I did hum it until it pissed Anna off. Met Kris and Milijan there and hung out with them. We saw mummies! Fascinating!

I've been excercising for the past week and I feel proud of myself now I just need to stop drinking so much Coke and eat junk. Yay, 500 Days Of Summer. And Felicia we must have our Harry Potter movie marathon. I haven't had one in ages :( I'm glad you enjoy my blog Mel! ^_^

I still have a crush on Jack Barakat.

Bye now! Will blog proper tmrw. Uncapped internet roolz.

Died

2009-08-21T23:13:00.005+10:00

Watching: SYTYCD US.

My television time has been restricted to one show only because of exams and here I am. I miss you TV.

I know my blogs lately have been really monotonous and tedious. I mainly twitter just because its so much easier. I will start properly blogging after trials end which is next week. All this studying is doing me in. Whole week of exams - English Paper 1, English Paper 2, Maths, Day off and Modern. A three hour exam is way too intense for me. We need the time and all but the constant scratching of paper and silence gets me all edgy. LOL. Very uncomfortable.

It has been nice and warm lately? With the exclusion of today. All that humidity. Suffocating D:

Yay for the 17th of September. Glee back on TV and 500 Days Of Summer. Not to mention my sisters birthday. Yay, for Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon Levitt. I am upset because I'm missing out on Toni Collette's The United States Tara. Missed Hamish on TAYG. DARNIT! All this missing TV. Needs to watch G.I. Joe, Up (finally almost in cinemas), Dexter, True Blood, Freaks and Geeks and there was something else I forgot. The Fifth Element needs to be on TV. Nowwww! D:
SOUNDWAVE 2010? I am excited and I keep blogging and twittering abuot it. I need a new phone. Boring post. I'm so sorry D:

Bye now! Man, I want some potato and gravy.

Here a few lovely photos. I haven't posted up photos in awhile.

Amazing!

I still have a massive crush on Jack Barakat.

after trials

2009-08-20T15:25:00.002+10:00

Listening to: She's A Lady - Forever The Sickest Kids

I'm so looking forward to the end of trials. Excitement! Yay! I finish next Thursday. My plans basically involve myself, my laptop and a stack of movies and TV series. Maybe go out to Parramatta to shop for formal dresses and apply for jobs. Or hang out at friends places whtevs. Go out for movies. Mmm, I've heard from Hayley Williams and Jack Barakat's twitters that District 9 is hella good. I want to watch. Too bad its still not out in Australia. Booo.

I have movies at home to watch :D Sixteen Candles and Breakfast Club (RIP John Hughes), Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Aristocats, Aladdin, Lion King, Yes Man and Trainspotting. Most are just oldies I really feel like watching but I haven't watched Eternal Sunshin Of The Spotless Mind. Reaaaaaaally want to watch that.

I watched Yes Man today. I know I should be studying butttt I really wanted to watch it and Zooey Deschanel is suh prettty! and cute :) Jim Carrey's still got it. I think. He's really old now, sad. You can see the lines on his face and all. Zooey Deschanel and Jim Carrey are exactly 18 years apart. I really liked the movie. Funny.

Kbye now!

mother and brother

2009-08-18T21:08:00.001+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOTHER
AND
BROTHER.

LOVE YOU.

bye now.

Study hard.

Gossip this.

2009-08-16T21:10:00.001+10:00

Cooooooool.

Trials this week. I am strangely unshaken. Good luck to everyone on them or rather in the midst of them. Bye!

Week ending.

2009-08-14T18:25:00.003+10:00

Listening To: dem fully sick cars next door.

So, the official lineup for soundwave has been released and I am very excited.

FAITH NO MORE * MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE * JANES ADDICTION * AFI * PARAMORE * HIM *ALEXISONFIRE * TAKING BACK SUNDAY * TRIVIUM * SUNNY DAY REAL ESTATE * EAGLES OF DEATH METAL * THE GET UP KIDS * REEL BIG FISH * MESHUGGAH * ALL TIME LOW * A DAY TO REMEMBER * IT DIES TODAY * ESCAPE THE FATE * CLUTCH * ANTI FLAG * ISIS * GALLOWS * A WILHELM SCREAM * THE WEAKERTHANS * EMAROSA * ANVIL * THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA* COMEBACK KID * THE ALMOST *DANCE GAVIN DANCE * FOUR YEAR STRONG * YOU ME AT SIX * WHITECHAPEL *THE AQUABATS * ROLO TOMASSI * BARONESS * RX BANDITS * MAXIMUM THE HORMONE * THE CREEPSHOW

Festival or sideshows? I'm not sure. A whole day of music or a night of music? More intimate setting and shiz.

Words/quotes/events for the week ending:
Study, trials, slow, decaf coffee. booo, twitter via txt, all time low, jack barakat, alex gaskarth, jack barakat, library, sushi, hepitatis B, new plates they taste and feel funny, waking up in the middle of the night finding my plates at the end of my bed rather than in my mouth, scratches, bitches, alice in wonderland, messy room, lost usb, missing Hamish on TAYG, beating my brother in chugging a bottle of milk, peanut M&Ms, broken watch, bleeding noses due to excess chocolate, pizza, yummy tortillas and strawberries, soundwave!, lamebook.com, stink feet, look at old houses with trippy floors.

I get home today. I sleep. My mum comes home and wakes me up and tells me to pick up my brother. I pick up my brother. (lol, this story is going somewhere) I then go to library. It takes me a good 10-15minutes finding parking. I find one right in front of the library. Its only for five minutes. I find another one across the road. My dad then calls me and says he needs to car cos he left his car at Burwood and now has the truck. He asks me to join him to buy houses. We look at 3 houses. I get back to libvrary at 530. No work is done when I get home at 610. Goddamn. Deeply frustrated at the time wasted but whatever. I miss gigs. I haven't been to one in ages.

ohai.

2009-08-13T21:21:00.002+10:00

Been watching these unplugged clips for the last two weeks. I love the intimacy. The lighting and everything. They sound great. I like this and you should too.

Lamebook.com is the new fml. Not rly, but its still good. I hate english, I'm studying maths and my belly is full of milk from racing my brother. Yeaaaap, I won. Bye.

Soundwaveeeee.

2009-08-12T20:17:00.005+10:00

Hey Ho! Lets go!

I need to pee and I'm loving Josh Pyke's 'The Summer' song. Mmmmm, makes me want summer to come more than I already do

If I could bottle up the sea breeze I would take it over to your house
And pour it loose through your garden
So the hinges on your windows would rust and colour
Like the boats pulled up on the sand for the summer
And your sweet clean clothes would go stiff on the line
And there'd be sand in your pockets and nothing on your mind

But every year it gets a little bit harder
To get back to the feeling of when we were fifteen
And we could jump in the river upstream
And let the current carry us to the beginning where
The river met the sea again
And all our days were a sun-drenched haze
While the salt spray crusted on the window panes

We should be living like we lived that summer
I wanna live like we live in the summer

And I'll remember that summer as the right one
The storms made the pavement steam like a kettle
And our first goodbye always seemed like hours
In the car park in between my house and yours
And if the summer holds a song we might sing forever
Then the winter holds a bite we'd never felt before

But time is like the ocean
You can only hold a little in your hands
So swim before we're broken
Before our bones become
Black coral on the sand

I especially love the first verse. Mmm, its so romantic and just lovely.

Have people heard of the leaked Soundwave lineup? I'm excited! and you should be excited too! I know Paramore were confirmed yesterday. Hayley and Taylor were at Max Brenners! with Katy Perry. Darnit, if I didn't have school the day after I would of stalked them down and took pictures with them. :( Apparently the line up includes...

Faith No More
No Doubt
AFI
My Chemical Romance
Paramore
The Get Up Kids
Enter Shikari
Taking Back Sunday
Alexisonfire
All Time Low
Gallows
Avenged Sevenfold
Killswitch Engage
Unwritten Law
Clutch
Hit The Lights
The Rocket Summer
Dance Gavin Dance
A Wilhelm Scream
A Day To Remember
The Devil Wears Prada
Emarosa
Set Your Goals
It Dies Today
You Me at Six
The Creepshow

Still not confirmed but I can't help but get excited. I've never been to any of the Soundwave festivals just cos' I haven't seen a line up I really really like besides I think 2006? But I was in year 9 and lame. I'm not too sure about All Time Low, they were recently here in like April or May? Sometime around there so are they going to come again? It makes me sad how famous Paramore are. Just cossssss it'll be so hard to see them and all and they're known as the 'twilight' band which is lame. They deserve it and all but you guise should get what I meaaaan. They arez like my favourite band 4everrrrr. ATL have this strange pull to me right now. Anyway, I need to check out Set Your Goals and The Rocket Summer. Would be cool if Closure in Moscow came back for Soundwave.

Must study. 4 days til trials. It sounds scary when you say it like that.

New York, I Love You.

2009-08-11T20:30:00.002+10:00

but you're bringing me down.

To Phoenix's 1901.

hm

2009-08-08T21:20:00.004+10:00

Listening to - Breathe - Taylor Swift & Colbie Calliat

Words/quotes/events for the ending week.
All Time Low! All Time Low! All Time Low! Jack Barakat, Alexander William Gaskarth, Jack Barakat, 50% internet usage gone, videos, real player, study, an ext history lesson that was actually interesting, The Lovely Bones, ThunderBirds are go!, formal table, unnecessary drama, eggs eggs eggs, fluffy hats, study, glasses, timetable, practice essays, snug beds, missing of summer, more peanut M&Ms!, possible event managment, missing the feeling of gigs and concerts, ridiculous usernames, $6.38, phoenix, peter pan and not wanting to grow up, moving away, rut, stuck, reckless, travel, wanting to be away away away FAR AWAY, not wanting to waste.

Today, I sat around at stared at space only to jump into bed and lie for half an hour. God, I should stop procrastinating.

The Lovely Bones

2009-08-05T21:08:00.004+10:00

Is studying.

I can't wait for this movie. Rachel Wiesz and Saoirse Ronan. Saorise (very strange name) is the girl who plays young Briony in Atonement. Oh, I love Atonement. I really need to finish reading the book before watching it. The books just sitting there waiting to be read. I should do it a favour and stop studying to read it. Geez, thats bad. I feel like.

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting older!

And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here!

I wanna feel reckless
wanna live it up, just because.

horrible

2009-08-04T21:58:00.005+10:00

Listening to: Heartbrakes - Black Kids

You've been hittin' the heartbrakes hard.
It ain't no use, cause we're still gonna crash,
Cause you're still keeping after me.

Mmm, I'm really loving Black Kids atm, love their album. I just started my Last.Fm again :D its kinda lame cos' I haven't used it for over a year but whatevs. It'll build up. I'm really into All Time Low, again. I still remember seeing them at Newtown signing (look entires below). That was awesome. Jack was adorable. Yeah, I get unhealthy obsessions with bands, books and fads for a while then it calms down. I keep watching their videos. God, they're little assholes who love bewbs. I don't know why I still love em. I really like Alex's voice it just sounds so careless. They just have this quality I really like and they way they act.

My unhealthy obsessions aren't that far gone that I'm going to photoshop pictures of my head onto the body of a person standing next to Jack or something. God, I find it so freaky when fans do that or photoshop any picture. I saw this one Twilight picture. It is probably the most frightening thing ever. Someone photoshopped Kristen Stewarts head onto a picture of a pregnant lady on a bed kneeling down and then proceeded to photoshop Robert Pattinsons head onto the man lying next to Kristen kissing her pregnant stomach. Ohmygod, the freakiest thing about it was that it actually looke REALLY real. HERE I FOUND IT! LINK. So don't want it to be seen on my blog D: WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!

God, it was freaky. I saw one of All Time Low where Rian has shorts on and some girl photoshopped near his ass so it looked like she was biting onto that general area... Heres one of the less excessive ones. HERE. LOL I don't want that picture on my blog. Honestly D: Maybe its not that bad but yeah.

I wonder what artists and actors think if they see this shiz.

Anyway, knocked down my English speech today. SHAWING, immense sense of relief. 10 minutes. It was nerve racking and some girl came into the classroom in the middle of the speech and Sir told her off hard. She looked like she shat her pants.

I'm kinda rambling on now. This post is 'horrible' because they are changing the nickelodeon logo.

Why would you do that? (second time repeated phrase). Its ugly. Its all 'modern' and I hate it. This angers me.

Oh, and I keep trying to send messages to Twitter via my phone and its not working. This angers me too.

Bye!

letterstocrushes.com

2009-08-03T18:04:00.007+10:00

Dear Self,

You’re going to be fine.

Sure you’re a little moody, and a little crazy, and a little unsure of everything you want. (Being honest, who isn’t?) But you’re fine.

The answers will come. You will understand what you’re supposed to be doing. You’ll find someone to love. And you’ll figure it out eventually.

You will, and you know it.

In the meantime, keep smiling.

Love,
Self

More like loud, annoying, weird, indecisive, at a loss of what to do in the future, confused, self-absorbed, over-the-top, psychotic, awkward and negative but soon to be fine.

Smile.

messy study

2009-08-02T14:42:00.005+10:00

I'm trying to study for Business Studies and fix up my speech for English. Yeah, fail.

My study area is way too messy. I wonder if I will ever be neat, if I'm going to be messy and unorganised forever. I use those glasses without lens in em to make it feel like its making me work. Books, chips, two slushie cups, asian drink, peanut m&ms, perfume, kite runner, pride and prejudice, golden pash, management and change, financial, modern hta, I had about 4 coke cans in my room at one time. I hate you hsc.

Thoughts for the past week: spider slushies, red fanta slushies back hooray, back to school, superman, Brandon Routh, Harry Potter and Half Blood Prince, Snape Snape Severus Snape, she's electric, I miss the Killers old stuff. Hot Fuss was mad, shuffle, 50% worth maths test, chem troll minger, mmmmm, coffee in the mornings and V in the afternoon, attempt at routine, bad nights sleep, lack of television, waking up in the middle of the night, skins, sid, cassie, liar!, sytycd, headbands, It's Morphin Time!, Masterdine?, Triceratops, Terra dactyl, Saber tooth Tiger, Tyrannosaurus, and Chuck Bass.

Just thoughts I've been having over the past week. Lol this blog post is just a stream of words thrown in at random.

smile

2009-08-01T23:42:00.002+10:00

US SYTYCD

2009-07-31T22:47:00.004+10:00

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

So, if you've been reading my blog since last year (so don't know if anyone actually reads what I say but whatevs) I am a MASSIVE sytycd fan. Particularly, the US version. Australian sytycd choreography just doesn't match up to US. Mmm, Tyce Diorio, Mia Michaels, Sonya (insert very long last name here), Napoleon and Tabitha, Shane Sparks Mandy Moore and others. Its awesome.

I really like Evan and Randi. I was totez like last year Evan ftw but he didn't make it :( Sad panda. But still last years was totes boss. Owned all other seasons although I did really like the one before that with Sabra, Neil, Lacy, Danny, Lauren, Sara, Dominic. I think it was season 3? But yeah, Evan (L) Phillip and Jeanine are sooooo good too!

Randi & Evan - Contemporary

Phillip and Jeanine - Hip Hop

Kayla and Kupono - Contemporary

You can see I am a big fan of contemporary and lyrical hip hop, occasional ballroom shiz. That stuffs hot. Last year owns this one. They keep making it out that this years better than the last but no way. I keep hearing comparisons between Mark with Kupono and I'm like no waaaay. Mark owns Kupono. Mark was so quirky, strange and awesome.

Bye now!

2 WEEKS TIL' TRIALS!

school

2009-07-29T20:25:00.002+10:00

Listening to: Real Love - Regina Spektor

So, first day back at school. I was a little bit anxious but yeah the dread comes along. It wasn't that bad. That always happens. Yeah, complain I so don't want to go back to school. Get there. That wasn't that bad. Oh well, I'm sucking it up cos schools almost over. I can get away from those people and that work for so long. This topic is really boring.

I GOT MY Ps!

awesomeee. I could of gotten them in March but I cbb and hadn't done my hours. I got them the last Friday. Lol, I kept my license in my pocket and went around school waving it around. Heeeeey, CHECK IT! flashes Ps and waits to see excited and happy faces. 'OMG YOU GOT YOUR Ps?' Yes :D Yes, I did. I realised we graduate in week 10 this term. Massive step.

I really don't have anything to blog about which is lame. I probably won't be blogging much either just because trials are coming up and I've hardly done anything in the holidays and I soooooo underestimated the amount of work and study I have to do. Usually when I say that I won't blog so hopefully I will defy myself and blog. Yay. Must study now.

Bye.
p.s. Kyle Sandilands is a douche. As is the mother. Shes worse.

Ivans'

2009-07-25T00:54:00.009+10:00

Ivan's party! 80's theme. Preeetty awesome.

Vivianne came to my house to get ready.
Vivianne's ultimate freak out when her crimpler stopped working so Jenny was nice enough to come over and drop off her straightner
I teased my hair all poofy and 80s like but it died about half way through. Sigh. Asian hair
Lots of dancing on muddy terrain. LOL terrain. Dangerous
Everyones shoes got ridiculously muddy.
Met new people which was awesome. and they were awesome. I felt social which is very rare for me lol. Awkward and anti-social.
So damn sleepy by the end of it
I hope Ivan had a good time :D

Best costumers EVER.

New York, I Love You. I so want to watch this. Paris Je' Taime wasn't that great. There were some very sweet and lovely stories but overall major dissapointment. Maybe its cos' I watched it too long ago. I will watch it again. Although, I hope this one is better. Stars Natalie Portman, Shia LaBeouf, Orlando Bloom, Rachel Bilson, Justin Bartha, Blake Lively, Hayden Christensen, Ethan Hawke and other actors.

well isn't this exciting.

2009-07-25T00:51:00.006+10:00

Tim Burton's: Alice In Wonderland.

I know I'm excited for this movie. Its so magic, freakishly strange and quirky. I love it. I wish she had old Alice's dress. MMMMMM! goody!

I so wish I was at Comic-Con.

I know I've been super lazy with my blog posts and stuff but I've been busy procrastinating okaay. I know terrible excuse and I'm going to get capped soon and it'll be like yeah, I'm capped I can't upload photos cos its uber slow.

bye now!

p.s. just added 7.5gigs/1950songs worth of music on itunes. SCHWING IT!

LOL

2009-07-22T00:43:00.003+10:00

aw, Rupert Grint!

LOL, totally awkward but he is so cute! I think this is the interview he mentions when he was on Rove :D I love it how he comes and laughs a little bit and says hi. Aw.

p.s (will blog tmrw about Ivan's and library.) kbyee

FOR J.GLIGICH!
luff you :D

birthdays

2009-07-20T12:18:00.003+10:00

ONE BIGGGGGG

Enough said.

Wait and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IVAN!
and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM!

on Wednesday and thank you very much for letting me come to your birthday :D I had heaps fun and I am a cheap drunk. Will post photos and blog about it later. Going to library and studying now. Major sigh. BYE!

I MISS THE 90s

2009-07-17T22:32:00.007+10:00

I think the thing I remember most is all that awesome TV, Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys. I have a new favourite tumblr. 90s kids although I don't know if it beats omgharrypotter.

MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS! -embeded not allowed to click link

Johnson & Friends!

lulz

Lil' Elvis and the Truck Stoppers!

Spot!

Rugrats! As babies not teenagers. That was so off.

Who did not love Mr. Squiggle?!

Little Bear!

Heaps more I want to post up but cbb. Remember Trapdoor, Freaky Stories, Sailor Moon (I have the Series at hoome), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Fly Tails, Ning Nang Nong where the cows go Bong, Seasame Street, Ferals, Hey Arnold!, Cheez TV, Babar, Captain Planet, Meg & Mog books, Skeletons and so much more :( LOL TV was like a salvation to me what with the horrors of primary school life. Now, I have internet for Highschool life.

I miss it all.

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2009-07-16T13:07:00.006+10:00

Listening to: I Can Feel A Hot One - Manchester Orchestra

Sooooooo, HARRY POTTER! Yeah, blog full of spoilers and quotes I remember :) Although, they aren't really spoilers if you've read the book lol. I'm really going to go on and on and on.

Confundo*

Mmm, Cormac.

I reallyreallyreally liked it! I swear you are missing out if you don't watch dit. I thought it would be shit seeing as though Order Of Phoenix was butchered up and so not up to scratch with the books nor the films. David Yates as the same director? I think we were all a bit apprehensive about Half Blood Prine. But hey David Yates you have certainly suprised us with this one! It gives me hope for Deathly Hallows Pt 1 and 2!

Glad Quidditch is back.

Back to the actual film, I thought it was well contructed and it made sense. Some major parts were cut out which got me confused on how they're going to incorporate it into Deathly Hallows. The memory where Tom Riddle visits that woman, Hepzibah and her house elf Hokey, and finds the cup of Helga Hupplepuff. And Dumbledore's funeral?! I actually liked Michael Gambon in this one as Dumbledore he was Dumbledore! For once. He'll never replace the first one though. I didn't cry during the part where everyone finds out Dumbledore dies. I wanted to cry I got all teary but didn't. It did really upset me though. That potion in the thing HAHA wasn't green. The Inferi freaked the hell out of me. They did remind me of GOLEM! You could feel the anxiety and tension building during that scene where Harry tries to get water out of the lake 'Aguamenti!' I was just like to myself. 'I'm going to scream... I'm going to scream." Yeah, I did. Really loud. It was hella freaky.

I liked the way they established the film even though it wasn't like the book, it built its own thing and it worked. The beginning that is before Harry meets Dumbledore cos that was wtf. Unlike the last film. I'm going to keep on comparing it with the last film. I LOVVEEEE how they kept reinforcinng the trio rather than just Hermoine and Harry. Like bro Ron is Harry's bestfriend! Oh and how they kept having scenes with the trio and their togetherness. I loved the potions scene. I thought that was hilarious with all the characters Seamus, Neville, Dean, Crabbe, Goyle, Malfoy etc. I really liked Jessie Cave as Lavender Brown I think she suited the character really well! And she actually made me like her :D She's heaps funny. esp potions scene. RONNN! (L) He does look awfully built in this one :) Its kinda hot. LOL. I love how Rupert Grint just becomes Ron yknow? Rupert Grint' seems like just this very modest and shy person and in the films he's completley different. Definitely one of the high points in the film.

Oh and wtf with the whole Ginny and Harry kiss? I'm sorry but that was nothing. LOL Harry and Cho kiss was SOOO much better. Ginny tying Harrys shoelace? LOL WTF. And all of a sudden Harry likes Ginny? Hardly any mention about Sirius?! I love Sirius :( I miss him. Lupin and Tonks together already? Why was Lupin all pissy and stuff? I still like Lupin and Tonks. They were hardly in it though! I wished they would of put that in how they got together and the epic fight between death eaters and the Order. I know it would of taken forever cos in the book its particularly vicious. Poor Bill. I really liked Draco in this film too. Good looking too :) He just acted really well in this film.

Ron and Hermoine are adorable. Aw, Ron's so obivlious. Hormones are totez raging in this one. Bit too much drama and lovey dovey stuff for some people I guess? But I really liked it. Emma Watson is great in this one. I liked her in the first three but Goblet and Phoenix was like overracting and just guh. Now, shes done really well. I'm so jealous of her. With Daniel Radcliffe. I thought I wouldn't like him in this one after seeing photos in Empire magazine and just some screen shots where he's hair is spilt in half. I was like NOO YOU'RE NOT HARRY POTTER. But its all good. I really loved the Felix Felicis scene! It was hilarious :D He did a good job! I think he always does. He is Harry :D I take back whatever I said about him not being Harry Potter. I think its that long stretch between the 5th film and now that made me think that. LOL at Lavender on the train back to London.

Helena Bonham Carter is Bellatrix Lestrange. I love her! She's so awesome! I think she's really hto as Bellatrix. This evil hot ness to her. Lulz. Especially in the Snape and Narcissa scene. Where she whispers then Ginny does it in her scene with Harry. LOL OH WTF. I don't think theres enough Snape though. Hardly anything. OH AND THE BURROW GETS BURNT DOWN!? NOOOOOOOOOOOO WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!? What are they going to do ?! with the wedding?! and ITS THE WEASLEY'S HOME?! Oh dear. Shattered. I think they wanted to show how much The Weasley's sacrificed for Harry. Evanna Lynch. I love her as Luna. I think everyone loves Luna. She's just this quirky character who says strange truths about everything. Shes lovely. I like her lots. Cormac McLaggen, you're not supposed to be hot but you are and I am glad. Still stuck up. Hero-Fiennes Tiffin plays Vodelmort was he was younger and wow. I applaud this kid so much. He is amazing. I saw him at the premiere and he is so cute but in the film completly transformed and he has that whole morbid voldemorty thing to him! I really liked Slughorn. I didn't think that Jim Broadbent would suit Slughorn. I thought I would keep having flash backs of Harold Zidler in Moulin Rouge but I didn't. He was awesome.Mmm, Cormac and Profiteroles!

All in all. I would rank it second? in all the Harry Potter films. Azakaban > Half Blood Prince > Goblet > Chamber > Philosophers > Phoenix. The score in this was really good too. It wasn't as well done as Azkaban but it was realy really really really really great :) I think it was worth the wait and anticipation. I reccommend it to anyone :D Sorry for all the ramblings. Anyway a few snap shots from the film and photos from the wait.

Left Canley station at 1.05pm with Stephanie, Jade, Peter and Mei.
Got to town hall at 2.00pm.
Hungry Jacks.
Got to Imax. Ate outside because Transformers viewing at 3pm had not begun yet.
Started waiting in line at 3.15pm after taking photos with cardboard cut outs. I know we are a bit excessive. But we didn't want to get there at like 4 and see underestimated fans. LOL we found out WE were the underestimated fans. Cool :) (Y)
Played $1 monopoly. Peter kept eating. Made cards. Played snap.
Ran for the seats when allowed in and yeah best seats in the house.
3D was cool but normal was better
Maccas then home. Movie quotes and song lyrics

Watching it again on Tuesday. Yay! Excitement. I spent all day watching Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. The music makes me sad :( Its almost ending! All of it! Nah, it'll never end right? Now to watch Goblet Of Fire. Then I will study!

Bye now!

HBP

2009-07-16T02:30:00.002+10:00

Watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince today.

I waited for 4 hours in front of IMAX. I know I'm a bit excessive and a fanatic but it was so worth it. I loved it :)Like I really, really, really liked it :) It was well done, acted and such a better score than the last movie. I love the Trio! Especially Rupert Grint. Will blog proper tmrw and start studying tmrw. Oh sadness overwhelms me when I think that there are only 2 films left now. :(

"Will you stop eating!"

YOU IDIOTS! YOU FOOLS!

2009-07-14T14:15:00.002+10:00

Listening to: With Me - Sum 41

Hey, so I haven't really blogged a lot lately. I used to blog like everyday and now I've just come to a lost. I don't know what to talk about. I know right, its the holidays and I should be going out or at least studying. I have been playing Sims 3. Ahhh, I can't stop. My couple had twins last night and I didn't realise they were twins so I named them the same and gave them the same traits. DARNITTTTTTT. Thats going to be annoying. Kimberley told me that you can make them committ suicide. I thought that was an interesting concept. LOL funny too.

OMG, Can you believe HARRY POTTER IS TOMORROW?! I am so psyched!!!!! IMAXXXXXXXX AHH, I'm just going to read, watch and do Harry Potter related things. Anyway, I kinda cbb do anything. I need to make my father a cake for his birthday today too! I need to decorate it. Man, thats going to take ages. Why didn't I wake up earlier?! Yeah, I woke up at 2 today cos I was playing Sims 3 last night til like 3am. Geez.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I LOVE YOU :D

My dad is this massive stoic person who gives no emotion at all and no affection. It sucks but he's the best.

Blog later! ESP ABOUT HARRY POTTER BYE NOW! I feel like watching Titanic.

ibored.

2009-07-11T20:58:00.003+10:00

Milo Ventimiglia (L)

Daniel & Rupert look so cute (L)

Jack Barakat.

Cole Mohr.

Ed Westwick.

Proper post

2009-07-10T12:52:00.010+10:00

Hey!
So this is going to be a proper post! Not really just dot point cos I cbb.

Met Nat at station last Saturday at 11 ish.
Her parents drove us to City. There was track work.
Her dad has an American accent. Its awesome.
Talked it was really nice and lovely to catch up with her!
Got to city. Caught a bus to Oxford St.
Went to shops and sutff. American Apparel, Maple, shiz. Went inside this little book shop and anitque store with awesome typewriters and cute indie hipsters. They were adorable and had bikes. Never occured to me that they could be gay til now. LOl oh well.
Went to BURGERLICIOUS! MMMMM. Zorba Burger with salad and chips with extra chicken salt!
Went into this bar that turned itself into a market. I bought a dress. It feels amazing! Made of like natural fibres or something? It feels like an invisibility cloak! Read Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone when J.K Rowling first describes the cloak is how the dress feels like. Mmmm. Good stuff.
Nat bought some pretty rings
Went down down down down. Met up with Julkazzzzz shes sick. LOL
Got slurpees. Oh I love Slurpees.
Er. I forgot a lot. We went to QVB and saw some good looking boys. Fineeee.
Went home and yeah.
Oh yeah whilst at Oxford stree we wandered off to the alley ways and stuff. Some bogans came up to us and were like 'You took my woman's corner.' And us being very casual went 'Haha, oh really? Sorry." Sat there for bit got scared and then proceeded to power walk really away really fast.
Oh and good job to Nat who tried to take a picture of this good looking fella from behind now realising it was dark and the flash was one. Fail

Gaby's dinner at Toscanis.

HOLIDAYS ARE UPON US AND I AM EXCITED! I cut my hair today. I wallowed and had a psycho freak out to Jenny and David. We watched BRUNO and it wasn't that great. All the good bits are in the trailer. (N) DENIED.

Anyway, got a massive headache on Thursday night and couldn't go out. DENIED. Ginny and Steph ended up watching Coco Chanel! AUDREY TATOU AND CHANEL? I so jealous.

Ok, so I finally finished watching Heroes! Volume 4? And I just wanna say, what the hell happened to one of my favourite shows? Going off in shit ass tangents that they call plots. It saddens me :( I love Milo Ventimiglia! Any look or one liner from him = JIZZ WORTHY. Mmmm yeah. Milo. His birthday was yesterday. He's 32. I don't care he's still as fine as everrr! Sylar gone!? Whats Heroes without Bryan Fuller and ZACHARY QUINTO? Oh man, I'm going to miss Sylar so much! He's so bad its great.Look at these beautiful shoes :)

Oh and has anyone hear about the whole 10 Things I Hate About You series? I hope its not dissapointing and wreck the whole image of the original film. This is Kat Stratford! LOL Whenever I hear the name Kat I think of that part in 10 Things I Hate About You when the secretary was like Now Kat... *picks up cup* Ha, look Cat.

LOL so much for a proper post. I will! Later.

1 hour and 4 days til Harry Potter & Half Blood Prince!

BYE NOW!

Harry Potter

2009-07-08T21:51:00.005+10:00

Listening to: Feeling Good - Muse

All this Harry Potter talk will stop after I finish the movie! Promise. Maybe not. With the exception of a few photos here and there :D I just wanna post this up! and talk about the premiere in London that happened today. Today? Or was it yesterday? I know that England's behind us. Whatevs.

DANIEL RADCLIFFE'S FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER!

Click for better view. Such a lovable, animated and eccentric young lad. Glad to see my little updates interest someone like him. LOL kidding bro. He really is following me though and it really is Daniel Radcliffe for those who don't believe me (stephanie ho (emphasis on the HO)). His twitter is just on auto follow and I happen to be one of those people who he auto follows :D LOL It's funny to see that he's doing quizzes. JUST LIKE REAL PEOPLE!

Premiere!

I want to be Maggie Smith. All withered, talented, old and kissing Rupert Grint :D

He's so adorable.

Proper post tmrw! Promise! Going to CareersSearch at UWS. Really not sure what I'm going to do when I leave school and hopefully this will help. Oh and going Newtown tmrw with Ginny, Steph and Anna to the DENDY and burgerlicious! Excitement! Cameras at the ready!

Oh shit. I still haven't posted about Nat and I's little outing earlier this week. Later!

Bye!

HP

2009-07-06T23:17:00.002+10:00

Just about to go to sleep but was kept up by something and thought I might as well post some pictures.

I know these pictures were released a while ago. SPOILER! if you haven't read the last book -> highlight The burying of Dobby.

ITS NOT FUNNY YOU GUISE!

Yay! Heart! (L)

Hey.

2009-07-04T20:43:00.003+10:00

Watching: Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone

I love little Harry, Ron and Hermoine. I'm watching it on DVD while its on tv cos of commercials. I hope I don't miss any specials features after it ends :(

"Wingardium Leviosa!"
"Stop, stop, stop! You're going to take someones eye out. Besides you're saying it wrong. Its Levi-O-sa not Leviosarrrr."
"You do it then if you're so clever. Go on!'

"Nicolas Flammel. Who's Nicolas Flammel?"
"I dunno."

RECIPE FOR BUTTER BEER? Must try this out with Stephanie! and have Harry Potter movie marathon.

Ingredients:

* 1 cup (8 oz) club soda or cream soda
* ½ cup (4 oz) butterscotch syrup (ice cream topping)
* ½ tablespoon butter

Directions:
Step 1: Measure butterscotch and butter into a 2 cup (16 oz) glass. Microwave on high for 1 to 1½ minutes, or until syrup is bubbly and butter is completely incorporated.
Step 2: Stir and cool for 30 seconds, then slowly mix in club soda. Mixture will fizz quite a bit.
Step 3: Serve in two coffee mugs or small glasses; a perfectly warm Hogwarts treat for two!

I hope its as good as the book describes! It sounds amazing in the book. Like mouth watering amazing.

Went down Oxford St and Paddington with Nat today. Had heaps fun and a lovely time :D She so funny. Shopping and stuff. Saw some good looking boys. Mmm Burgerlicious! as in the store. Proper post tmrw!

2009-07-01T15:24:00.004+10:00

Just thought I'd post this up again seeing as its in 14 DAYS! EXCITEMENT MUCH? Mmhmm :D

Love her. Shes just so evil.

AH! So cute!

Bonny Wright aka Ginny. No way right?

Looky what I founddd :D

Awesome right?! Oooh new footage! Too bad its in french. Trying to find English version. Aw poor Draco. Damn Lavender Brown. Damn you Harry why be such a pussy for? Ginny there making all the moves. LOL @ Rupert Grint jumping awkward with the broom in between his legs. Looks like mad fun D: Quidditch looks great!

Lalaaaaaaaa

2009-06-30T16:46:00.000+10:00

Listening to: I Want To Hear What You Have Got To Say - The Subways

15 days til Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince!

I finished Modern exam! AT LAST! I'm freeeeeee. Althought, trials are coming up I'm free for today. I feel really unproductive not studying. I feel as though I should. I am really looking forward to the holidays buttt most of its going to spend studying for trials. Woe. I've missed out on TAYG and Mosterchef. Woe.

To do in holidays.
- Finish reading Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince before the movie comes out
- Have a Harry Potter movie marathon (1-5). Non-stop all day with popcorn, coke and junk.
- Finish reading Pride & Prejudic, Dexter, Interview With A Vampire, Atonement, The Lovely Bones, Memory Keepers' Daughter, and The Boy In The Striped Pyjamas. I have too many boooks to read. I doubt I'll finish all of them but hopefully I'll knock down 3.
- Start making cupcapkes, pastries, cakes again! Practice making fondant
- Go out with Stiffy. Suzie's Party. Go out to dinner with Anna and Jenny. Black Books marathon with Ginny with icecream! Go out with VIVIANNE AND FELICIA.
- Get P's! Hopefully.
- Learn how to use my Holga
- Write notes for all subjects
- Go to at least one gig
- Get new music
- Buy new jeans and shoppppppppp

Going out with Natalija this weekend. Wooooooo! I haven't seen her in awhile and gosh I miss her.

Bye now.

BBL

2009-06-29T14:13:00.001+10:00

I have to study so BBL.

To the person commenting on my blog. You are pathetic. Leave me alone.

shock

2009-06-26T21:26:00.003+10:00

I still can't believe Michael Jackson is dead. Untimely death much? It reminds me of Elvis. I think the whole worlds still in shock. I know I am. This guy was a legend! RIP King Of Pop. And RIP Farrah Fawcett.

On a completely different note. I watched Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen yesterday with William and David. I'm not giving away the film or anything. Well, don't read cos' it might give a little away. Not really whatevs just don't read if you haven't watched. I was thoroughly dissapointed! I felt really underwhelmed. I loved the film because there were TRANSFORMERS! AUTOBOTS! I lovelovelovelovelovelove Optimus Prime! and Bumble Bee! and Sam! But the plot was all over the place. It wasn't like the first one. It didn't flow :( It was like they were trying too hard. Too much action. Yeah, I know its an action film! But this was like overly. New characters? Ehh, they weren't that funny. Stop trying so hard! Leave me alone D: I miss the old ones. Samuel kept going that the second one shits on the first one and I'm like WHATEVS! YOU LIED SAMUEL! Megan Fox is so hottttttttt! So hot. I really like Shia LaBeouf. Witty banter with Sam and Mikaela. Two and a half hours of constant blowing up. I only reccommend to watch it for the actual Transformers. Oh, they kept showing off Megan Fox's assests. Like geez. OPTIMUS PRIME AND BUMBLE BEE, FUCK YEAH.

I love Fred and George. I love how Hermoine looks right before she hits Ron. Oh RON! (L)

byee!

at a lost

2009-06-24T18:48:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Way Out - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

I miss old YeahYeahYeahs. I've been listening to a lot of their new stuff and I miss their electrifying and energy filled songs. Karen O is so cool. I was skimming through my old blogs and I haven't blogged about going out, friends and what not. All I see is good looking people, movies and music. I need to get out sometime. My social life is dying. I have decided to get over things. I know that doesn't really make sense. I think I dwell on things way too much. I'm building a fucking bridge and getting over it. I've just turned into this really angry person that hates everything. I'm way too self concious. God, its annoying. What I'm saying is that I annoy myself and basically going to rectify that.

Watching Transformers on next Tuesday. I will make someone go with me to watch Star Trek next Saturday. LOL I don't care I am going to watch bloody Star Trek in the cinema's darnit!

I want a Paulie Bleeker.

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out in 22days. Schwing it! I would so hi-5 you right now.

heeeeeeeeey

2009-06-22T21:39:00.005+10:00

Listening To: Season Of Love - Shiny Toy Guns

I like this song. It played at the end of Gossip Girl Season 2 :D I love that show. Ahh, I love the ending of season 2. If you haven't watched it you're so missing out. This shits the best.

I realized this is the first picture I've seen of just them two were they're close.

I LOVED this scene.

I love all Chuck and Blair scenes. They the bomb, my favourite characters :D I like Serena and Blair scenes too they're so cute. Followed by Serena, Dan and Jenny. Jenny's a wee bit annoying but I like Taylor Momsen and Nate's a pussy and slightly boring. I can't wait for season 3. Apparently, it comes out in September.

I have a shitload of work to do. Bussiness exam tmrw. So I really should'nt be blogging in the first place. Extension essay and questions due Wednesday. Business notes on Employment Relations due on Wednesday. Modern Exam next tuesday. Hospitality exam and book due next Tuesday. Hospitality Practical exam next tuesday. Fuck me :( I ca't even watch Transformers til' next Tuesday. Only plus side is that its Cheap Tuesday. I'm Asian so thats like amazing for me.

TRANSFORMERS!

byee.

"I want to lie around with you. Listening to your voice. Listening to your music. Talking endlessly about nothing."

It's a thug story.

2009-06-20T01:16:00.001+10:00

T-Pain too cool.

.

2009-06-19T22:22:00.006+10:00

Epic Last Song - Does It Defend You, Yeah?
I love this song. Its on repeat. Its so romantic. ♥

I say baby, babe I've loved you a long time
I try harder just to know you're all mine
I say baby, babe I've loved you a long time
I go happy knowing that you're alright

I want to watch this movie and cry. I'm a wuss and love this stuff. Abigail Breslin's in it. I loved her in Little Miss Sunshine.

Nothing to blog about. I'm tired all the time, bored and annoyed. I watched Juno again today. I love that movie. Transformers out next week. Schwing! Still want to watch Star Trek! Someone take me on cheap Tuesday, please.

Happy Birthday Tim and Shain!

Time Traveller's Wife

2009-06-13T17:59:00.008+10:00

Watching: Mean Girls

Haha, Monsters Vs. Aliens is HILARIOUS.

Dr. Cockroach Ph.D: Yes. We are in the presence of the rare female monster.
B.O.B: No way! It's a boy! Look at his boobies!
Missing Link: We need to have a talk.

Aw, the voices are the best. I love Seth Rogen and the president! Ahhh funny :D

So, I read the The Time Traveller's Wife a while ago. Like a year and a half ago or two years? or something I don't remember. I found out there was a movie a while back and then it said the release date was pushed back. Sad. But now its being released in November this year. Coolio! The trailer looks great. I use the word 'great' too much. Anyway, it looks like a movie that would make me cry. I loved the book. I should read it again. I think Rachel McAdams suits Clare very well. Not so much Eric Bana as Henry. I imagined someone different. I'd probably grow to like him. He just looks like this old father figure. I think thats just I watched because of Romulus, My Father. Whatever. The way Henry Fades is weird too. Excitement for this movie! :D

In Modern, Tash brought in the Boy In Striped Pyjamas.

We managed to persuade Ms. Gagic (woman of no fun, heart of steel and likes to mark essays) to watch it! Kidding Gagic's awesome. I cooked for her one time for hospitality. Back to the film, I absolutely loved it! David Thewlis is in it! Better known (to me), as Remus Lupin from Harry Potter! Except he's a Nazi. Asa Butterfield is my hero. He plays the Bruno. He's only like 12 and phenominal at acting! He was also in Merlin ;D He played Mordred the Druidt boy. I'm a geek like that. He amazes meee! And Rupert Friend is in it! He was Mr. Wickam in Pride and Prejudice. Evil bastard. Its a really moving film. I would of cried but the disk fucked up in the climax of the film. It will shock you. I think it shocked the whole class. I loved it anyhow. I want to watch it again.

Bruno: I'm Bruno.
Shmuel: Shmuel.
Bruno: Sorry?
Shmuel: I'm Shmuel
Bruno: That's your name? I've never heard of anyone called that before
Shmuel: I've never heard of anyone called Bruno
Bruno: Shmuel? No one's caled Shmuel.

lovelovelovelovelove. When I first heard his name as in Shmuel, I remembered the skit from Good News Week. Ahhh, Josh Thomas. Its a little historically incorrect but I don't care. Little babies and sooks on IMDB. Anyway, Stephanie that bitch wouldn't let me borrow her book. Kidding you're not a bitch. I bet you read that and thought 'I'm not a bitch!' Anyway, I'm going to try and buy it this weekend. I asked Stephanie to borrow her book and she was like 'No! I'll buy one for you.' :| Whatevrrr you just want Dymocks points don't ya!

Watch the trailers! Enjoy your weekend!
Bye!

btw.

31 DAYS TIL HARRY POTTER COMES OUT!

and 500 DAYS OF SUMMER COMES OUT IN SEPTEMBER!
we must watch it togezzer KIM!

nothing

2009-06-12T18:47:00.003+10:00

Hey, so nothing really has been happening and I've just been posting pictures of pretty people. Usually on the way to school I have toast but I was feeling particularly picky so I ripped off the crust and left it on my skirt to dust off when I got out of the car. I slid awkwardly out of the car and started walking and dusting my jumper. I violently jolted and stopped walking cos' I thought there was a pole, it was my shadow. God, I looked like the biggest douche.

Maths test was shit today. I watched Tristan and Isolde. I thought I would weep but I watched til 3/4 way then started skimming it. I thought there would be a point where it would improve but it didn't. What a disappointment. James Franco is hot though. Mmm. Anyway, another picture. I want to go movies and watch something. Lulz. Dr. Horrible's Sing-a-long Blog. I love this. I should watch it again. Any fans of Barney (Neil Patrick Harris) from How I Met Your Mother might like this. Although, his not that sleaze bag you can't help to love in this.

Captain Hammer. Corporate tool!

agyness

2009-06-11T14:35:00.005+10:00

Sweet#hart - Closure In Moscow

Its too bad their moving too US. Shucks. I want to see them live

I want to be her! Shes sick. Shes marrying Albert Hammond Jr. too.

I've been studying like a little bitch all week. Bye now!

p.s When I'm studying and my parents come around and tell me to study. I suddenly lose my motivation.

lalala

2009-06-10T18:19:00.007+10:00

I'll kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train
I'll kiss you all starry eyed my body swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see in
anyone else but you.
Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera&Ellen Page.

.boy, you're just too fine. I'd love to hear you speak with your accent. Mmm, Ghaspard.

WEST-WHAT?
WESTFIELDS!

and this is me in Louis' mad ass helmet and gloves. Wouldn't I look sick with my bike and all? It smelt like barbeque. Gross.

K. BYE! OH I HAVE TWITTER!
add me! and I'll add you! :D

OH AND WHATS WITH THIS ATAR SHIT?

Taylor Swift

2009-06-09T18:09:00.002+10:00

Taylor Swift is my new hero. I love her. LOL. I hate her at first but I can't help it :( She rules. LOL. Long weekend was good :) I'll make a proper post later. I cbb now. With pictures and everything. I'm annoyed cos my sister watached 500 Days of Summer the other day. Geez, I hate being under 18.

movies

2009-06-06T12:46:00.005+10:00

Watching - Trailers

Ahhh, there are so many good movies that I want to watch. Disappointing day today. Was supposed to watch Star Trek with Jess G but she had stuff going on so. I am here in my bed watching trailers.

Anyway, here's a few trailers. I love watching trailers.

TRANSFORMERS! FUCK YEAAAH! How sick does it look? OPTIMUS! Genuinely worried that somethings going to happen to Optimus D: 'I'm so excited and I just can't help it.' The theme song and everything get me all excited!

UP. This looks sooo cute. Made by the people who made Toy Story, Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc., and Cars. FUCK YEAH! I love movies like this.

I Love You Man. Aw, doesn't Paul Rudd look so cute?! He's fourty but still adorable. Very good looking :D This movie looks sickkk and hilarious :D Don't you just loooove bromances! Reminds me of Jd and Turk.

Adventureland. Little indie film. I think I would enjoy this heaps :D Funny, exciting and just that whole 'coming of age' thing.

Public Enemies. I think I only want to watch this movie because of Johnny Depp, Christian Bale and the time frame its set in. Mmmm. Looking fine.

500 Days of Summer. Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gorden Levitt. Awesome. Looks so romantic! I was going to watch this with my sister at Sydney Film Festival but its fucking over 18s. Sad.

Yeah, so this is probably the most exciting time of my day lolol. Coolio!

2009-06-03T16:58:00.005+10:00

I was wondering where all the forks in my house were. Then I realised 3 of them are in my room. I won a chocolate bar the other day. Best day of my life. Lulz

Since when did Taylor Launter get so hot?

All Time Low & Wendys.

2009-06-01T18:53:00.010+10:00

This is a fairly long post.

Listening to: Six Feet Under The Stars - All Time Low

So like I went Newtown today with Chrissy and saw All Time Low!!! Wooooo. Pretty awesome right? I felt so fan girl. We waited about an hour outside picturing ourselves meeting Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth. Isn't that a cool last name? Lol its sick. Gaskarth. So much better than Wong. Anyway, all I could do is stare at them and take pictures. Oh, and say thanks :D Jack is so cute. He looks like an overgrown boy as strange as that sounds. He was adorable. Alex looked a little seedy. Zack looked so modest and quiet. Overall awesome. Chrissy and I stayed back a little while cos somebody said there would be pictures. Fan girl I know. But we only saw them drive away with some school girl running after their car. That was funny. They were kind of full of themselves though. Chrissy - ' I'm so nervous I don't know what to say.' Alex or Jack (I forget) 'Say you love us. Say we look great.' Yeah, might of been a joke but whatevs I still went 'YOU LOOK GREAT' Cos I'm fan girl like that.

So, Wendy's farewell dinner 'SUPRISE' thing was on Saturday. I procrastinated so bad that day. I did't even watch Merlin (explain later) yea. I procrastinated so bad I felt tired from doing nothing. So I slept at 4.30 and woke up at 5.30 and it was so dark. Anyway, it was at Well Connected at Glebe. Its such a nice and cosy place with a couch that eats you up. I love that couch. I wish I had one. Sister, Christian, David, Wendy. I felt so young everyone else was 20+ Chicken and mushroom fettucini, garlic and feta bread (YUM!), double chocolate milkshapes, frappes, chicken skewers, salmon linguini, banana bread and chocolate lasagne! It was a great feed. You get an entree (garlic bread), main (fettucini), and dessert (chocolate lasagne) all for $20 bucks. Pretty awesome ay! So worth it. It was nice. Rainy. We were abut to go trash. First time there :O But didn't. It was nice. I will miss Wendy. She so funny.

Since Stephanie Ho gave me the whole first season of Merlin I've been watching it sooo much! I love it. Not only because its a fantasy and full of magic (I LOVE MAGIC! I know I'm such a geek) but its just a good watch :) Its nice, full of tension and just enough funny :) Merlin and Arthur being good looking is just a bonus! Theres unicorns! wow. Except these ones look weird but still pretty. I've been watching it over and over and over. Melin's so cute and Arthurs just hot. Its so good :D

DID YOU SEE ON MASTERCHEF? THEY MADE CUPCAKES! They were so pretty. I wish I had everything under that black sheet. All those pretty decorations. Mmm, would be coool if they had fondant! Maybe they did. But wowww. They looked amazing! I love having clean sheets. It makes my whole room smell nice and fresh. Its such a mission getting them on though. I broke out a sweat changing them. Man, I missed out on going to Getaway Plan. I had too much work and Ginny didn't tell me she was going! DAMN YOU GINNY! I missed out man. It was their last tour as well. Aw, makes me sad. Very dissapointing. The New Moon trailer gets me a little excited. Not as much as I would before but still exciting. Mmm. I looove Jasper. Edward pushes Bella wtf mate? The wolf looks great. I'm glad Jacob cut his hair. Edward looks so pale. Its hot. Kristen Stewart looks soo pretty. I think shes quite beautiful.

Very long post. I'm trying to exhaust everything that I've been thinking of and whats been happening so I won't blog for the rest of this week. Hopefully. I probably won't do that though. I feel like reading Roald Dahl books! Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Big Friendly Giant & Matilda!

Bye now!

TOY STORY 3

2009-05-31T12:43:00.003+10:00

EXCITEMENT! even though the trailer has nothing to do with whats actually in the film I can't help but get excited! Toy Story 1&2 were those kind of movies I could just watch over and over again and never get sick off. I remember watching it when I was a kid :D I hope this ones just as great as the others were! I read on wiki it was about how Andy goes to college. Sad.

tv

2009-05-29T20:28:00.005+10:00

Music: Would You? - Holly Throsby

There is like no good tv on Thursday. Except for heroes and desperate housewives. I love Masterchef but all my favourites are dropping like flies. Josh, Kate. Sad. Damn Sandra and Geni are damn annoying.

Kate Winslet looks really beautiful here.

Scientists have shown that tears are natural pain relievers.
Fascinating!

bye.

short story

2009-05-28T20:54:00.003+10:00

Just a little short story because I'm bored and you'll probably find it funny. So like, I take my showers just before I sleep around 10 right? Yeah, so off with clothes and everything. I get in the shower. Turn on the cold water. You turn on the cold water first right? Jenny and Anna don't they're just weird. Anyway, for a week now there's been a trickle of hot water thats been coming out of the hot water tap but whatever its nothing right? I turn on the hot water. I get distracted by something. I test the water and its not hot enough. I turn the hot water tap again and ALL THE WHOLE TAP BREAKS AND HOT WATER SHOOTS AT ME. I'm like WTF so I step back and hit myself on the shower door. Ouch. I freak out and try to fix it. Freezing btw. Trying for about 3 minutes. The bottom of the shower is starting to flood. Shit myself and chuck on some clothes. And y'know when you read in books how it goes 'Quickly chucked on some clothes and ran out.' Yeah the chucking on clothes was so effing slow. I ran out to get my sister. She freaks out. That was a little funny. I get my dad. He runs in whilst trying to take his socks off and he stacks it. That was a little funny. My dad fixes it. What a hero.

I was standing there thinking; my pants are wet and I'm freezing. FML.

I should send this story to FML except maybe a little less descriptive.

garfield

2009-05-25T22:05:00.002+10:00

I wish I had a dog. I would name him Pookie like the bear from Garfield. Then I would get a rabbit and name it Garfield or Angus. That dog in Garfield was annoying though. Damn dog.

I need to update my playlist. Darn.

slacking off

2009-05-25T18:13:00.004+10:00

Music: Futurekidz - Muscles

I've been slacking off too much at school lately and wasting away my study periods. All this works building up from every single subject and I can't stand extension. Now, I'm just tumblring and probability in mathematics. So, this is just a post of electric and beautiful photos and pictures and quotes to lighten my mood.

gingerlillytea - flickr.

TakingBackSunday - Frank Muir@Flickr.

BoysLikeGirls By Frank Muir@Flickr

DeerHunter - Frank Muir@Flickr.

1901 tumblr.

"It didn’t seem fair that you could not prevent being the object of other people’s emotions, you were not safe from their hate—or from their love, for that matter. You were never safe from being invaded by their feelings when you wanted only to be rid of them, free, off, away." - Diane Johnson.

This is awesome. Michael Angelo! He was the best. I was always him when we would pretend.

I so want this bike! As much as I would look like a tool its just too cool. Stephanie would agree ;D

I study now. Bye.